Artist Statement
FILMP 16000 Lab
Yajie Hu
Artist Statement
Since I was a kid, I liked many things whether it is domestic or foreign. Such as, music, story, history, art and traveling. My family and I were confused about my future development. I liked them all, it's hard to say which one I liked it more. Until I discovered that film is able to satisfy me. Film included all the things that I like, and it also made those things eternally. Then, I began to have a goal.
I love film, and I respect film. Film is the teacher of my mind. It affects me all the time. Through films, I see everything. When I was young, there was lack of movies, but as long as there was a movie showed in my hometown, I would be the most positive person in my surrounding. Also, I was the youngest one in the movie theater. As I am growing up, I know that watching film and making film is different. Watching film is watching other people's ideas, but making film is presenting my own ideas. If I want to work in this area, I have to learn.
In order to learn film, I experienced a tough process. Before I went to five-years college in China, I had a dark period. At that time, film means a dream which will not appear in my life. Because of my illness, I missed the education of high school. I barely have the learning ability. Because of that, my parents sent me to learn teaching which career was good for a girl. However, after a few years teaching in an elementary school, I was upset gradually. Until one day, I finally determined to change myself totally because I don’t want to wither up in this career. I planned to chase my dream, even though there is nobody supporting me. Because I couldn’t change my major to learn film in China, I prepared to go to the U.S. When I finally completed my first goal, being here, then, language became my enemy. As I said, I barely had the learning ability in some way. I have been spending four and half years to get over the language mountain. In fact, now, it’s the half year. I am still climbing. Yes, I am using all of me to chase my dream.
Being a filmmaker and creating my own film, I am willing to do everything for that. I gave up the high-paying and comfortable work for my dream, I won’t give up film because that’s why I exist. That’s why I am alive. For my dream, I can pay my everything.
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